Wow, It seems like this year has flown by...

*ADDED JANUARY 7TH 2009*

Woa, 2008 is over already!? Woo I guess. Hey atleast christmas was a bit of fun, and New Years Eve was an immense amount of fun.

Thanks Alyssa for including me in your New Years insanity. I learned a lesson though...Don't give hannah candy after midnight!!!! Bad Idea...VERY BAD IDEA. Oh and don't mix Maya and Chris at 5 in the morning...someone will get a nose bleed!

New Insanity, New Opportunities, New Ideas, New Triumphs, New Defeats,
and
A New Year.

Let's start it right.

Happy New Year!
xoxo
Aurora
Its getting so close to New Years, and it just scares me how fast its approaching. I mean where did January go? When did September end? (Hehe song I <3) and WHAT happened to June?!? The Monster that is Time seems to have been extra hungry this year.

Okay, This may sound stupid but...I don't want this year to end. Yes, some rather crappy stuff has happened. Oh I don't know, Avalon's doctor completely messing up a Brain Surgery. Then again there was a lot of good too! Like Avalon's new doctor keeping her alive. Oh maybe my life changing would count as a good thing too.

This summer was honestly one of the most INSANE summers I think there ever will be in my life. I became a zooaide, (BEST DECISION EVER!!!) and met the nicest people. I don't think I'll ever lose contact with Hannah, Logan, Missy, or Geo.

Between volunteering at the zoo, being dragged to Doctor appointments for Avalon and crying over what happened to her, I changed. I'm not talking about my appearance. I'm still as fat and weird looking as ever. No, I'm talking about my feelings toward life, my attitude. For once in a very long time, I felt important. I actually had friends that gave a damn whether I lived or died.

I'm not saying that I never felt like that before. I feel important because of my family alot, but never from people i wasn't related too. Before the zoo, before this summer, I hate to admit it, but I really had no friends. I knew 1 guy, but he only talked to me because he THOUGHT (wrongly mind you) I'd put out if he was nice to me. (Hahaha dingbat didn't know me very well, now did he?)

No, this year something inside changed when I found out people other than my family did and could care about me. I don't know exactly what happened, but it did. I must say I owe 99% of that change to Hannah, Logan, Geo, Kitty and Missy. (I would have included Zac in there, because he helped me accept my bisexuality. But he dumped me and never said why so *rasberry* on him!)

welll thats all I really have time to write right now, but I will eventually add more!